First ill preface that I know i am REALLY spoiled to even have a wfh job. Im honestly amazed something like this exists.

Which leads me to my question. Im good at my job, its a great company, I get nothing but good feedback. But honestly, its easy. Really if anyone wanted to learn, they could do it. I feel guilty pretty much everyday at how easy it is. But the fact that its easy also makes it really difficult to put in 45 hours of real work. I try to use some of the time for educational videos or something related to work but honestly with my adhd mind, 9 hours is a lot unless im SUPER busy.

All my previous work has been jobs running around all day, fixing problems, managing people, which I dont want to go back to necessarily but sometimes I miss it. I work very well in chaos.

I have tried meds to zoink me out and they do work, but I prefer not to be dependent.

  • Mister Neon@lemmy.world
    7·
    4 days ago

    Bummer. Well my suggestion is to stop feeling bad and stop worrying. I don’t understand where your moral quandary is coming from. I can’t get a company to look at my resume. Count your blessings because your life is better than MisterNeon’s.

    I need someone to help me before I become homeless.

    • bridgeenjoyer@sh.itjust.worksOP
      7·
      4 days ago

      I feel bad because I always get hired just because im likeable. Never had a problem with it.

      Then I see literal Harvard grads and engineers that can’t get jobs and its crazy to me. If I was boss, I’d hire on skill not likability (to a point).

      All I can give for advice is, move to the Midwest. EVERYWHERE is hiring. But then you live near a lot of far right wingnuts is a downside.