Not from State Farm. Sorry to disappoint. I’m just a half-Iranian American exploring the fediverse. I am interested in science, tech, philosophy, animals, comedy, a wide range of music, and even politics. Though the politics in my country are plain depressing atm.

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Cake day: April 20th, 2023

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  • My therapist thinks I am stuck in an unhealthy and unfulfilling life because I don’t take action so we set up a goal that I would clean my room and apply to jobs. Well I did the first one but my car is breaking down so I don’t think it is wise to apply to jobs I can’t get to at the moment. And yet I feel like I am just making up excuses like I always do. This has me feeling pretty down lately. My therapist also asked if I was using my diagnoses as an excuse no to change. Which I don’t know how to answer since depression and anxiety both directly impact my thought processes. I am discouraged by my past failures and feel low when I think about them and the current state of my life so I developed the habit of not thinking about it much. Is that using my mental health as an excuse or a direct result of my mental health. I don’t know. So yeah that’s me this week.